What happened to me?
How did I become so weak?
I’m a mess right now.
Why do I push people away?
Can I just RIP now.
I hate how much I’m alone. I hate how sad I am. I hate the way I look. I wish I could be beautiful.
Everyday I think how better off if be if I no longer existed.
I just don’t want to be at program today or even out of my house for that matter. My body image is so horrible and I look absolutely disgusting…I don’t want anyone to see me and I feel nauseous just thinking about my body. When does this stop. I can’t do it.
I can’t do this anymore.
My friends from pac sun said I look good. Meaning, I’ve gained some weight, you look good.
I wish I could die now. Like just go free.